30 minutes later on Mothers Day
I need your help- what day is it? I have my calendar mess up. What day is it?
Its Mother’s Day- the 12 of May, 2019
Oh that’s right- you came today to see me didn’t you.
Yes, we went to Paul’s and hung out for a few hours.
So how long do I have to be here? Is there any medicine they can give me?
They give you medicine two times a day
I don’t remember that.
My mind is working better today than it has in probably 6 months or more. Because I just can think better. So – I ……. but I’ve been looking at a book here and it seems like I’ve been out of it for a long time. Is that correct?
I remember that when I first came in I was worse than I am now…what would you say?
Do you know what doctor I’m going to ? does he come to me or do I go to him. Dr. Ward comes to see you
I remember the name Dr. Ward- but I don’t remember seeing him or him looking in my ears eyes and nose.
I am concerned about something and I don’t’ know if I need to tell you about it or not. I need to think about it and see if it really happened the way I remembered it. I want to think about it some more. I’m gonna wait until I get a little more functionional.
Did they do any kind of blood test when I came in here- they need to look at my blood –I wish they would have done that.
So, I think I’m gonna be okay Cheryl- I think I’m gonna come out of it and be okay. But I don’t know what I’m going to do ..i want you to start about thinking about what would be a good choice for me if I did not want to go back to my house. I don’t think I want to do that. I know that you wanted to move to Woodstock, but now I’m concerned about you moving into my house because I don’t want you to have to go through this. I don’t’ want for whomever did this to me confuse you with me and do this to you. I think that we need to think about that –like I said I wouldn’t want you to go through this. Because I’m gonna tell you this ;but I don’t want you to share with anyone. I remember I was in the living room and two young boys came in the back door and I was sitting on the floor doing something with paper and I can’t eremember what it was- they pushed m flat on the floor and poured something from a glass in my mouth. I tried to spit it out – as much as I could but it knocked me out -I don’t know anything after that until I woke up I didn’t know where I was I can’t remember where that was. I’m not going to go back to that house..I want you to be very careful I don’t’ want something like this happening to you. Don’t say anything to Paul about this…I don’t think Paul would believe it. I just as soon not involve him with this…In the last two days I feel better and I can think better. I still really hysterical but I think I’ll survive it. I’m not going back to that house ever….. so – I don’t know what I’m gonna do I can stay here until I figure it out.
I just want to share this with you.
I’m going to see if I have any ice cream bars -if I do I’m going to eat one and go to bed.
I love you.